September 21st

I wrote this song almost exactly a year ago today, it was originally called September something but I forgot the date so I just call it September 21st. It was really interesting how I got the tune for this one because usually I write my songs with the guitar, but one day I was on outreach and the Lord put this little tune in my head and I liked it so much I just had to do something with it. I'm not so into the lyrics they're kind of corny and cliche but I think they really describe the way I was feeling at the time. I was with this guy for like a year and then in the summer we called it quits. I tried so hard to change but he just refused to give me a chance no matter how hard I tried. Anyhow, whatever, that's why I wrote this song.

If I had a chance to tell you I love you
Then I would tell you again
If I had a chance to tell you I'm sorry
Then I would tell you again

These chances are gone now
and I'm left with nothing but
The memories again

Cause I'm lying here awake
Thinking of you
Still trying to escape
This pain that I'm feelin'
Please God help me heal

If I had a chance to hold you one last time
I would give you anything
If I had a chance to make this happen
I'd give you anything

These chances are gone now
And I'm left reaching out
for something that won't come back

Cause I'm lying here awake
Thinking of you
Still trying to escape
This pain that I'm feelin'
Please God help me heal

Cause I'm lying here awake
Thinking of you
Still trying to escape
This pain that I'm feelin'
Please God help me heal