October 12th

Well its rather late and I know I never keep my promises, especially not those of pictures. I miss my boyfriend and I can't call him since these people don't have long distance to america. sigh. Thanksgiving is tomorrow though, and there is a lot to be thankful for, mainly that I found a home, and I'm finishing school. yay!!! Oh I wanted to say so much more but I need to go. I'm gonna miss Toronto, sniff!!!!

ThoTs

Random thoughts going through my head:

I feel violated. In the past week I've gotten a pretzel stuffed up my nose, a bucket of water thrown at me, and tackled by an italian girl with huge breasts. (talk about suffocation) esh...these people in toronto.

If I ever had go ballooning for a living I'd probably shoot myself.

I wonder if Jo macdonald is good in bed...

I think the idea of someone falling in love with me is about as stupid as buying a lottery ticket.

I'm moving in with a bunch of black boys in the south...AHHH!!!

Those guys in Western Europe should have their emails posted.

I can't believe I danced to fire burning on the dance floor in the rain on my mp3 player with a 14 year old.

Ponderings

Been learning alot lately. Sometimes life gets you down, and I know it's been said a million times, but it really changes you. I knew after fdtp things would change...but I never figured things would be like this. There's just something about personal responsibility that grows you up ten times quicker than anything else. I'm really glad for everything that has been happening recently, cause I just know everything's gonna turn out for the best in the end. I'm so excited about going to Congo, and even though nothing really makes sense right now...it doesn't really matter anymore. The Lord's always worked things out for me and I just know he's gonna work this out.

Sometimes I just think about what he did for me and I just can't even begin to try to pay him back...does that ever happen to you? I pretty much owe everything to him. I trust him. And I know we're gonna make it through this together. :) Smile.

Chow. --Nathalie

China girl

Teehee, I love you darling.

montreal

Me and my brother David the punk rock star of caney creek heroes.

Feeling randomly tired.


This is the shed.

This is my parents house.


Hanging out with marco (don't think wrong peoplez!)

Back

So I just got back from Montreal, I successfully made my first trip around Toronto without getting lost, yay! Long bus drive, met some really cool chick from Cyprus...saw my bro David (caney creek heroes, coolest band EVER!), marco, didn't see the guy (thank god), got pathetically drunk off my ass...uhh, what else happened in montreal...nothing really, just glad to be back, although it was nice to see my parents after so long. The town they live in is so small! I was like walking around looking for a place to buy a wallet and I swear to God, EVERYONE stares at you! I'm not saying that to be conceited or whatever, it's true...and you're like "Uhhh, hi, can i help you?" It was so random! then I went to the cashier with my mom and the cashier's like "nathalie! it's been so long!" and I look at her like "Uhhhhh who are you?" And she's like "Oh I was in your class in 4th grade!" Seriously! How can people remember you from 8 years ago??? Anyhow, I'm glad to be back.

Another thing....what do guys in The Family in europe eat??? Godamn, I was just looking at some pics from the guys going to XD in europe, what a shame i'm not 18 yet. Sigh, well I guess you cant have everything in life. but it makes me seriously consider about going to visit down there sometime...hahahaha.

Ok, this post is retarded. Bye. I'll post pics some other day.

Daddy

Here's me and my dad looking like dorks.